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So, last week on 10/25 it was my due date. I thought it was going to be absolutely horrible, but I surprised myself and I did okay! 4 months after our loss and I feel at peace, I didn't think I would ever get there, but I am in such a good place right now. I think what really helped me brace myself for the due date was the decision to have a psychic medium reading the night before my due date. I know not everyone believes in this stuff, but I felt like I had a sign to call the week before so I did. (Background story, my dad passed 15 years ago, so I thought maybe he'd come through, but mainly I was hoping to hear from Grace, the daughter we lost). I get on the phone for the reading, and my dad immediately came through and said he had "the soul" with him, and thanked me for "keeping the box" (I had literally just taken out Grace's keepsake box from the hospital just before the call!). He said I might be wondering why my body "rejected" the pregnancy but that I needed to find something out and heal myself before my body would be ready (and yes, I was diagnosed with a gene mutation, MTHFR and with lupus after our loss). He said "sorry" for handing down the gene mutation to me, and said to make sure I take folate since "just eating broccoli won't cut it". He told me when I was ready he would send the soul back to me (he also referred to her as the "blond haired child" ).....he also said when I try again I cannot "have fear in my field"....and he sees me having a healthy baby in the future......then he said something so beautiful. He sent me the butterfly. (I saw a beautiful orange butterfly show up at the NS Manhasset baby memorial garden when Grace's brick was dedicated on Oct. 14th....I assumed she sent it to us since that butterfly just WOULDN'T leave us while we stood there alone and "talked" out loud to her). When I asked the medium why the butterfly would have come from my dad and not Grace (since it was a memorial for her), she said "well he's with the soul, so it came from both of them". He reassured me "we are really not our bodies, we're just souls who are borrowing these suits". I felt such comfort to know while we may have lost Grace on this Earth, she is "safe" with my dad. Please know that all of your lost souls are "safe" with your loved ones too....whoever that might be that would protect you (so many random people came through for me during my reading, so it could be anyone!). I wish you all peace & comfort, and most importantly healthy babies in the future....may all your lost souls come back to you too

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That brought me to tears...I hope you have some peace from that.

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Thanks for sharing that Helen. I'm glad you had such a great reading.

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Helen, you are stronger than you know and reading this literally brought tears to my eyes...I hope you were able to find peace from your reading and that it helped to know that your dad was taking care of your little angel. I'm sure when you are ready, you will be able to hold your little angel again!

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Thank you so much for posting this and I hope it does give you some comfort to know your angel is with your dad

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Thank you so much for posting this. After my first loss, I too went to a psychic and felt much comfort in that. I went again (to a different psychic) after my second loss and it was comforting again. I really found solace in learning about where our angels are. I'm glad you did too. Sending strength!!