Taking a TTC Break Sucks

I hate this TTC break. I know we needed it and it's important to take a break after trying so long but OMG it SUCKS!!!!!!

I feel like I am losing precious months. I hate this. I hate having to deal with all my IF issues. I hate that its going to be 2 years in Jan since we first started trying for baby #2.

It's not fair. I wish it was all so easy for me.