I know its a rough day for you neen and my thoughts are with you. I know how much your grandmother meant to you and I know first hand how awful the alone feeling is when you think of her not with you. I do know it will get easier as time goes on and you will feel less alone and think more about the happy memories you shared. Try to think of your Mom today and her amazing strength with all she has battled and make it a good, noit sad day.
Your grandmother will be with you and Im sure you will know and feel that!
I hope you made it through the day with a smile ....thinking of ya!
I know my uncle who partially raised me died last year and the pain is still so deep I can barely think of it yet , a year later. I hope that the time comes to you slowly where you are filled with memories and thoughts of love and not saddness at your loss.
I hate to see people miss someone so much, it breaks my heart and wish I could say anything to make it better...but sometimes words just arent enough.
