thank you everyone again for all your support!! i have had a very hard day with all my ups and downs but did decide to go to my sisters and join in the party. i think it will be for the best!! i just spoke to my mom and they are doing the funeral on weds. in queens and she will be buried here in calverton with my uncle and her brother. i do not think though i can handle that. i will try but i do not think i will make it. again everyone thank you for a wonderful and loving support here on lif ... i do not think i could have made it through this year with out you all. please have a safe and joyful new years
