I'm waiting to here back from my Dr's office but I think it is safe to say I'm having a miscarriage.
It started with brown spotting on Sunday. Come Monday afternoon the spotting turned red and heavier. They sent me to get blood work done at Quest yesterday. Now it's just waiting for the results that is KILLING me. I know what the outcome is going to be but I just want to know for sure. Everyone keeps telling me to think positive but I want to tell them all to shut the f*ck up. I know my body and I know something isn't right. My husband is devastated. I can't even talk to him about it.
This is my second one and I just want to scream and cry.
Update 2:41pm
I talked to the Dr's office. My hcg test came up positive at a number 32 which means early pregnancy. They are sending me to Quest again for more bloodwork tomorrow morning to see if that number goes up or down. Now I have to wait until Friday for the results.
Thank you for all the hugs and prayers. I really need them right now.
I just called the Dr's office. They have my results but they have no one there right now to read them to me. I have to wait until this afternoon for someone to come in.
I also stopped bleeding so I don't know what the fluck is going on.
