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Here's to hoping for good news this time

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thanks everyone. Sorry I have been MIA, I worked 9-9 today which turned out to be a blessing. I am feeling a little better, mostly because I have been distracted.

After fighting with the clerical staff at my RE today I finally got a call from my doctor. Its amazing what a caring voice can do. Basically he is not as convinced as I am that this is over (I am still pretty convinced) and he spent a while on the phone with me explaining estrogen and progesterone levels and how are bodies make them as well as what the thrombophilia panel is for and his personal feeling about it. I am going in tomorrow for bloodwork.

I have a long road ahead of me though. I havent really seen my DH since Sunday morning, he has been working doubles and we have been just two ships passing in the night. We have talked a little here and there by phone but since he is in a truck with someone at work its been hard to really talk. He did say that he doesnt think he can handle the failure of another cycle again and wants to talk about stopping doing the treatments. We both agree we will do a FET with the embies that are left but after that we really have to talk. We are both emotionally and financially tapped from this never ending roller coaster.

I believe in my heart this is not the end though.

So thanks everyone for all your support. I really appreciate it more than I can explain.

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First off, glad you are feeling a little better. STay busy...that's the best thing you can do right now.



I am so glad the doctor is still hopeful. That's great. What time is your bloodwork today? Are you still spotting? You better keep me/ us up to date!!!

Next- welcome to my life of never seeing the DH (a major reason for our pending upcoming move OOS)!! I can't imagine what you and G are going through right now. I give him a lot of credit though for going through all of this with you for so long. Men sometimes just don't get the "need" and "want" we have for children...especially when you have 1 already. G has been great and supportive and that's wonderful! You both need to discuss it at length (when you finally are face to face) and then ultimately decide what's the best for both of you. I wish you both clarity!

Pauline, nobody knows what the future has in store for us. Sometimes tragedy, which you are never prepared for. But also, sometimes unexpected blessings come into our lives that we never could have anticipated. I hope this is the case for you!!!

I love ya!!!! I'm still praying for you!!!

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Please dont give up.....Im still praying for you
Just because you spotted last time and then this time does NOT mean anything

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Hi Pauline,

I haven't been on much and I am sorry I missed your post.

So sorry you are going through all of this Don't give up! I will continue to keep you in my prayers.

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Pauline,
I hope you are feeling better today and your RE is right, don't give up yet!!

as for not seeing DH, you know my situation so I can totally relate, since I'm living it too - I'm here if you ever need to talk or just want to gtg since we live close.

thinking good thoughts for you!!

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Keep the faith Pauline

Try to stay busy