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I know it's bad/mean- but I can't help it.
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Sassyz75
Turning a new page
Member since 5/05 9731 total posts
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Dina
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I know it's bad/mean- but I can't help it.
Both of my friends recently had their second baby- a few days ago- and while I am so happy for them- I just don't feel like facing them right now. I know that they would never understand the whys of it... .but I just don't feel like I can be happy for them right now. I know that is so incredibly selfish- and I'm trying to deal with this in my way.. but it just stinks. 
I think i'm going to have to stay away until I go to my doctor and figure out the situation in January... ugh, January can't come fast enough.
Meanwhile- I think i am not going to ovulate this cycle either- i'm already on CD 25 and no sign of O, no temp surge, nothing 
At this point I'm just continuing to chart and use OPKs but I know nothing will probably happen until Jan 17th when my doc appointment is.
Ugh
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Posted 12/9/05 3:48 PM  |
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dixiedarlin
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Frances
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Re: I know it's bad/mean- but I can't help it.
No. It is not bad or mean at all. I have the same feelings. My friends all walk around talking about what the grandparents are gonna be called and who is gonna have the special talks and when they are due. Where is the crib gonna go. I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!! I would be happy just to get a BPF on my pregancy test. Then worry about all the other crap. Good luck in January. I have the same ovulation thing. I didn't ovulate at all last month and I am on Clomid. So just relax and don't stress to hard. That makes is more difficult they say. Perk up and enjoy the time with DH.
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| Posted 12/9/05 4:01 PM |
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Sassyz75
Turning a new page
Member since 5/05 9731 total posts
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Dina
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Re: I know it's bad/mean- but I can't help it.
Thanks.
I don't think I've ovulated since June
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| Posted 12/9/05 4:33 PM |
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BigB
C & J are 10!
Member since 6/05 5914 total posts
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Stacey
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Re: I know it's bad/mean- but I can't help it.
I know how you feel as well. I just ovulated this month for maybe the first time ever!
It was so weird! My BF is just pregnant with her second child and I am just playing catch up!
I was very afraid to use drugs but I took clomid 100 mg and I ovulated! I was so psyched!
My advice would be to get a doctor who you are comfortable with and begin treatments ASAP. I really wish I would have moved sooner (4 years later)
Good Luck!
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| Posted 12/10/05 5:02 PM |
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rose825
Best Friends
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Re: I know it's bad/mean- but I can't help it.
not bad at all, just self-preservation!!
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| Posted 12/10/05 5:56 PM |
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