Re: So im thinking that this may be cathardic for me to get out .....
I am so happy to hear that you're calling the doctor! PPD is a very real thing and with help, is treatable. Being a mother is extremely stressful. It can feel even more so without the help of our spouse/partner. No one should have to go through this alone. Having a separate person (therapist) to talk to will help wonders. Hopefully, your DH will realize how you're feeling and help.