Finally ready to share and try again

So, last year I miscarried at three months. We had a flood and I had my child and I was home alone desperately trying to salvage as much of his things as possible...

Long story short I slipped and ended up in the ER and found out my pregnancy ended.

Since then nothing has happened. I had a faint positive last month but then my period came.

I am terrified. Words can not describe the terror i went through during my first pregnancy and every time i think about it I am physically ill.

Then I think of last year, and how i got pregnant and lost it all... and cant handle the feelings.

I want another baby. But i am terrified of being in thehospital and having a horrible experience.

I'm looking into North Shore Manhasset now, so fingers crossed I can get in with the doctor I need...

Until then

Re: Finally ready to share and try again

i'm so sorry about your loss. i hope you'll see the doctor soon. good luck

Finally ready to share and try again

Best of luck to you! I have been going to NS Manhasset for the past month and I have nothing but good things to say about everyone there from the front desk to the doctors. My doctor is Dr. Chu, but I have also seen Dr. Scholl. I hope everyone works out for you.

Re: Finally ready to share and try again

good luck