Is it my turn yet? (vent)

Can't I be PG already? If I thought the 2 WW was bad, waiting to O is just as bad. Waiting...the story of my life. It's Saturday & I have nothing to do, DH is working and my friend stood me up to go to pool So, I'm a little depressed I think LIF can really mess with you sometimes. Reading all the good news, or reading all the excitement and I have nothing exciting going on. It can really get to you...I try to stay away sometimes, but obviously that doesn't work.

I want this to be our weekend vent thread. Vent about anything & everything on here this weekend & let's get it off our chest.

Oh ya & I have to work tonight & a double tomorrow UGG

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I'm here with you Heather! Dh is also working today and I'm sooo bored. I just cleaned the entire house, did the laundry, scooped the dogs poop outside, got some stuff done for work, watched tv a little, read a little. Blah. I've got nothing left to occupy my time on this boring Saturday without him.

And yesssss - I am NOT a patient person. Waiting is NOT okay for me. lol. When August came I was like 'I better get a BFP because i just cannot take another month of all this waiting'. I thought I was done with it.... oh well

Our time will be here and it'll be worth the wait. i have to believe that.

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Awww Heather If only you lived in NY Id find you and give you a big hug. I feel your pain. Im in the same boat as you; Im waiting to O as well and despite my insanity, I did NOT buy the OPK for this month and I dont think I will since its already CD16. I seriously feel like it was forever ago that I even started this cycle meanwhile I havent even really entered my 2 WW yet

If it makes you feel any better I didnt do anything today either. DH is working OT so I went food shopping with my mother then to mass. I just got home and DH still isnt here.

Hang in there!!! This was only your first month trying again. Im hopeful October will be your month!! (Hopefully mine too!!)

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to us all. Can't believe all these people viewed this thread & didn't add to it

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It's funny I just came on to write something exactly like this, so glad I can add to this!

I was getting shadows on the dollar tree tests, and then the new stupid equate, so I didn't think I was out yet. Then my dad calls and says my Grandma passed yesterday morning. Devestated doesn't even explain what I'm feeling. My sons baptism is on Saturday, and I just don't know how I'm going to get that all ready, as well as mourn my wonderful grandma. Then AF shows her ugly face this morning. DH had to take another day off work... because I can barely get out of bed, I just can't take anymore bad news. Besides my wonderful baby boy growing up and being so awesome, I hate 2009. My brother at 27 was diagnosed with cancer, hogdekins lymphoma. Then I MC, and now my grandmother. I just can't take anymore in 2009...

Well at least it was good to get out...

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Posted by mrspalomino148

It's funny I just came on to write something exactly like this, so glad I can add to this!

I was getting shadows on the dollar tree tests, and then the new stupid equate, so I didn't think I was out yet. Then my dad calls and says my Grandma passed yesterday morning. Devestated doesn't even explain what I'm feeling. My sons baptism is on Saturday, and I just don't know how I'm going to get that all ready, as well as mourn my wonderful grandma. Then AF shows her ugly face this morning. DH had to take another day off work... because I can barely get out of bed, I just can't take anymore bad news. Besides my wonderful baby boy growing up and being so awesome, I hate 2009. My brother at 27 was diagnosed with cancer, hogdekins lymphoma. Then I MC, and now my grandmother. I just can't take anymore in 2009...

Well at least it was good to get out...

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Posted by mrspalomino148

It's funny I just came on to write something exactly like this, so glad I can add to this!

I was getting shadows on the dollar tree tests, and then the new stupid equate, so I didn't think I was out yet. Then my dad calls and says my Grandma passed yesterday morning. Devestated doesn't even explain what I'm feeling. My sons baptism is on Saturday, and I just don't know how I'm going to get that all ready, as well as mourn my wonderful grandma. Then AF shows her ugly face this morning. DH had to take another day off work... because I can barely get out of bed, I just can't take anymore bad news. Besides my wonderful baby boy growing up and being so awesome, I hate 2009. My brother at 27 was diagnosed with cancer, hogdekins lymphoma. Then I MC, and now my grandmother. I just can't take anymore in 2009...

Well at least it was good to get out...

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i am so sorry Heather.. you are not alone in feeling this way..

i know sometimes LIF can mess you up a bit.. i know it has for me as well..
just everyone around you is getting PG, and you feel stuck.
for almost 2 years i have felt this way, dealing with losses, and trying.. IF treatments.. etc.. so its been a constant struggle.. BUT i never gave up, and kept on pushing.. and it worked!! so you need to do the same! when things seem down, just pick yourself right back up!! your time will come sweetie!! i know it will !! and everyone will be so estatic for you !

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Posted by MetsGirl07

i am so sorry Heather.. you are not alone in feeling this way..

i know sometimes LIF can mess you up a bit.. i know it has for me as well..
just everyone around you is getting PG, and you feel stuck.
for almost 2 years i have felt this way, dealing with losses, and trying.. IF treatments.. etc.. so its been a constant struggle.. BUT i never gave up, and kept on pushing.. and it worked!! so you need to do the same! when things seem down, just pick yourself right back up!! your time will come sweetie!! i know it will !! and everyone will be so estatic for you !

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Posted by mrspalomino148

It's funny I just came on to write something exactly like this, so glad I can add to this!

I was getting shadows on the dollar tree tests, and then the new stupid equate, so I didn't think I was out yet. Then my dad calls and says my Grandma passed yesterday morning. Devestated doesn't even explain what I'm feeling. My sons baptism is on Saturday, and I just don't know how I'm going to get that all ready, as well as mourn my wonderful grandma. Then AF shows her ugly face this morning. DH had to take another day off work... because I can barely get out of bed, I just can't take anymore bad news. Besides my wonderful baby boy growing up and being so awesome, I hate 2009. My brother at 27 was diagnosed with cancer, hogdekins lymphoma. Then I MC, and now my grandmother. I just can't take anymore in 2009...

Well at least it was good to get out...

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Posted by heatherandrichie

Posted by mrspalomino148

It's funny I just came on to write something exactly like this, so glad I can add to this!

I was getting shadows on the dollar tree tests, and then the new stupid equate, so I didn't think I was out yet. Then my dad calls and says my Grandma passed yesterday morning. Devestated doesn't even explain what I'm feeling. My sons baptism is on Saturday, and I just don't know how I'm going to get that all ready, as well as mourn my wonderful grandma. Then AF shows her ugly face this morning. DH had to take another day off work... because I can barely get out of bed, I just can't take anymore bad news. Besides my wonderful baby boy growing up and being so awesome, I hate 2009. My brother at 27 was diagnosed with cancer, hogdekins lymphoma. Then I MC, and now my grandmother. I just can't take anymore in 2009...

Well at least it was good to get out...

Mayghen, I am SO sorry for your loss. I was in a similar situation after I got engaged, my grandmother passed (2 months later) and I was so sad that I could not share this with her & felt bad for celebrating. But, your Grandma would be so proud of you & her great grandson and would want you to go on & be happy & live the life you were meant to live. She lived her life & I am sure it was wonderful, especially with you & DS in it. We're here for you...I hope you have a wonderful baptisim (if I didn't miss it). We love you

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I'm not sure how I missed this thread??? Sorry ladies!

Mayghen I am so sorry. I know I was devastated when my grandfather died. I hope the Baptism went well. Sometimes you just have to wonder how everything can just go so wrong...and why doesn't something go right? And when I think that way I try to make myself stop because you can go crazy thinking like that.

Hang in there ladies!

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I can relate to a lot of what's been said here. to us all... and prayers that things get better soon, for all of us!