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So I try and try and try to tell myself that no matter what happens I am fine...that I am ok...but im waiting for AF and this month I feel like CRAP! yesterday I had a bunch of cramping...I swore AF was coming..but that was 3 days early..monday is the day and it's been the same for the past 2 months. then today my back aches and I am sooo bloated..I am just waiting for her to arrive...and to make matters worse..I ruined a HPT by not being able to pee on it this morning..then I forced the issue and peed a tiny bit in cup and BFN! Of course it was!

So it feels like AF is coming and I am feeling rather miserable. At this point I just want that Bit$h to come so I can feel better (physically)
ok vent over. Thanks for listening.

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I'm sorry Jen.

It's still early though. You weren't suppose to get AF till the 7th right?? So it's still early, plus you prob did not get enough urine on the poas either ( if it was just a drop).


Do you normally get AF cramps that early before AF???? That also could be a good sign. I know before i got both my BFP's i had days of AF cramp before AF was even due. That usually never happens unless I am preg...otherwise i just AF cramps only the day before af is too arrive. SO I hope that is a GREAT sign for you!!!


It does suck JEN. The whole TTC is not fun at all....and I am sorry you are feeling so beaten up this month. I don't want to sugar coat this process......CAUSE IT DOES SUCK .

What I do want to tell you is....

That you are an amazing person, so kind to everyone on this board, so honest and real on your BLOG, A great friend. I know you have shown me so much support!!!! THis will happen for you!!! And I think we are all praying for YOU!!!!!


I hope this had put a smile on your face. I know TTC can beat us all up pretty bad.

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awww you made me cry...lol

No I don't normally get AF cramps early...but each month totally messes with my head. No I'm not supposed to get AF till Monday...so yes its early.

I guess I'll just wait and see...I hate being moody and bloaty...sucks!

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Never pee in a cup unless your using the dollar store tests, I swear they lie that you can do that! lol. When I was 7 weeks pregnant I had an extra test and used it that way and it came up negative, I thought I lost another baby, but that wasn't the case.

Also with my son, and when I m/c I swore I was not pregnant because I felt like AF was coming, so your not out yet, and I think that's a good sign that your having cramps early!

I hope this is your month!!!

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It does S*ck! Royally! The entire process.

I know it's easier said then believed, but it will happen for you and it will happen for you when it's supposed to happen.

Please know that we're all rooting for you and we all want to see you happy with a BFP! You're not out yet- try to be as patient as you can

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Honestly what sucks the most for me is not knowing...I can always handle what's in front of me..whichever way but I hate this limbo period.

I'm just crabby and bit$hy today..lol

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Im sorry Jen. I know how you feel about just wanting it to come already. But like we all say, you're not out til she's here!

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I'm sorry Jen...I know the waiting sucks big time

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Posted by bride07





It does suck JEN. The whole TTC is not fun at all....and I am sorry you are feeling so beaten up this month. I don't want to sugar coat this process......CAUSE IT DOES SUCK .

What I do want to tell you is....

That you are an amazing person, so kind to everyone on this board, so honest and real on your BLOG, A great friend. I know you have shown me so much support!!!! THis will happen for you!!! And I think we are all praying for YOU!!!!!

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