returning to work anxiety

Hi Ladies! It has been awhile since I've been on here, but in this moment of anxiety, I thought I might be able to gain some insight from you.

I'm returning to work next week (I'm a teacher) for the first time since I went out on bed rest in Feb 2011. That means a year and a half. I feel so lucky to have had this time, but I am so anxious about leaving my children. My DS #1 is 4 1/2 and my twins are almost 1 1/2. The fist year of the twins' lives seems like a blur and I keep asking myself if I did enough with them, did I take them out enough, did I spend enough quality time with them.... I guess I'm just worried I won't be able to do any of that stuff again once I become a FTWM of three.

Any FTWMs of multiples out there? How do you do it all?

Re: returning to work anxiety

I went back to work after my twins were born after the holiday break. It was difficult, but in the end was ok. I'm dreading going back for this school year. They are so much more, IDK amazing, and I think I may have a harder time in Sept then I did back in January. I am lucky that my wife stays home with them, but it is different being the biological mom. I want to be home with my babies.

So I dont have any advice, but I hear you!!