I can't even begin to find the right words to thank you all for the support, the FMs and the offers for help.
I find my strength in family and friends. My husband has been amazing...finding my words with the doctors when I could not speak...fighting tooth and nail in the hospital when there was some confusion about what was going on and then there is Lucas...I am his parent yet he comforts me. He makes this okay.
And I have to thank Daniela, Kate and Chelle for holding my hands this whole time - it has meant so much to have that support.
I have a wonderful doctor who made it clear that she would take care of me...and to have someone understand that you walked into a hospital pregnant and out not pregnant...someone to look you in the eyes and say "I bare witness" means so much.
I'm rambling and crying but I need to say THANK YOU. For those of you who know me and those who do not...thank you for your words. Taking the time to post a message to convey your support and sympathy for me means so much to me. Thank you for thinking enough of me and my situation to show that sincerity, that kindness and compassion.
Oh Ang- I am so very sorry for your loss- I know how badly you wanted this. I wish I could do something to make it all better- you are such an amazing woman and friend.