hospital tour - starting to panic!

Well here i am awake at this ungodly hr getting more and more nervous bc my little boy will be here very soon



DH and i went to the stonybrook hospital tour yesterday. The rooms are beautiful - everything is brand new - however, I started breaking a sweat when we went into the l&d & recovery room. It finally hit me. My little boy will be here soon. My dr doesnt think i will make it to my due date (which is only 5 weeks away) due to preterm labor symptoms ive had already and already started dilating almost 3 weeks ago.
Im actually freaking out bc i dont even have the nursery cleaned out - theres still a mess in there!

Im on bedrest so its a bit hard to do things - Dh has been finishing the basement at night so we can move our computer stuff down there and turn the spare room into the nursery. It seems like nothing is getting done and those who know me know im type A personality and this bedrest crap is driving me insane.

Soooo today i went completly against dr orders and started washing floors, dusting, scrubbing bathrooms, doing tons of laundry and finally cleaned up the finished basement. Dh didnt know what i was doing - he wasnt home bc he was helping a friend move boxes who fell down the staircase while emptying his garage.

Physically i couldnt even walk towards the end of the day and even considered not going to the hospital tour at all. Emotionally i felt that i finally accomplished something! My house is getting cleaned!

Re: hospital tour - starting to panic!

You will be fine! If Bill needs help, tell him to let us know when and we'll be over!

Re: hospital tour - starting to panic!

thanks! seems like im the only one who is starting to panic LOL

Re: hospital tour - starting to panic!

i took my hospital tour saturday..im 33 1/2 weeks. and holy crapola...i was freaking.

freaking over the csection rooms (b/c i may need one), everything really.

im not ready...LOL