I am only 3DPO and am obviously not testing for another week, at least. I am just thinking that I don't think I can handle another month of BFN's. Exactly 2 years ago, I got pregnant with DS. Got my BFP right after New Years. I think because of that, I am holding out extra hope that this is the month it will happen. But after 8 unsuccessful months, the reality or possibly not getting a BFP this month, is starting to creep in. I want this so bad I can barely breathe! I really really hope this is it.
I know exactly how you feel! I got my BFP with DD in early December 2 years ago and it makes me have a little more hope but already got a BFN at 11DPO, I'm feeling a little down. I know I'm not out yet but I was hoping for another Christmas BFP...