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BrookeD
LIF Adolescent
Member since 12/07 844 total posts
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Brooke
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I want to just stay in bed & cry
I was soooo sure that I was pregnant this month. We did everything right, and I had sooo many symptoms.
But low and behold, she came right on schedule yesterday morning. And now I am cramping so bad, I want to puke.
This will be cycle #4, and I do not know how much longer I can do this. DH is being supportive....so are my in-laws.......but I just want to crawl in a hole and stop all this TTC-ing......
I know it's just my hormones talking, and in 9 days I'll start dPOAS with OPKs, but I am losing faith in my body....... I guess I'll keep praying, and keep the faith, keep praying to St. Gerard, and when God's time comes we will get pg.
Thanks for letting me vent. 
Going to take some more midol, I'm cramping...... Image Attachment(s):
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Kissy331
My two miracles!
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Kristen
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I am so sorry Brooke  I know how difficult it is. I had one of those moments this weekend to where I just could not deal with this TTC thing anymore....Hopefully next month will be it for you 
Remember even though it is so difficult, remain positive!!! You will get your BFP soon!!!!
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| Posted 3/10/08 2:47 PM |
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hmm8191
My loves
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Heather
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I'm so sorry! Do what ever you need to do to feel better today, but tomorrow try and put it behind you (if you can) and try to be positive.
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| Posted 3/10/08 2:47 PM |
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CkGm
They get so big, so fast :(
Member since 5/05 13848 total posts
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Christine
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I am so very sorry Brooke- I keep thinking I was going to see a BFP from you today
I know it's hard(believe me, I have been trying for #2 practically since I got my period after DD so its been about 9 months and it took me 8 months to conceive her). Just be patient and know when its meant to be it will  
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| Posted 3/10/08 2:52 PM |
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conigs25
So in love with this kid!
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Michele
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:03 PM |
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sophie78
LIF Infant
Member since 5/05 220 total posts
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I totally thought you were pregnant. It is weird how our bodies play tricks on us like that. I don't know how the girls with infertility issues handle this. I am only one month in and I want to scream!
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:03 PM |
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katiebug
I'll love you for always
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Katie
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
So sorry Brooke. I know in my heart your time will come! 
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:09 PM |
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mrsgafforio
LIF Adult
Member since 3/07 3929 total posts
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Christine
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
So sorry for next month!!
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:10 PM |
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BrookeD
LIF Adolescent
Member since 12/07 844 total posts
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Brooke
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
Thanks ladies. I just see all these girls who weren't trying to get pg, and bammm they are....
I just want a baby sooo bad, as do all of you.
I'm sure after me pulling my hair out today I'll be better tomorrow, these cramps aren't helping any at all, they are just reminding me that I'm not pregnant and AF is here.
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:14 PM |
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tann22
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:25 PM |
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MetsGirl07
LIF O2 Vendor
Member since 12/07 16202 total posts
Name:
Deanna
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
im so sorry Brooke.. 
please do not give up and try and stay strong.. i know its easier said than done..
if you ever need to talk.. im always here..please do not hesitate
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:26 PM |
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MrsPornStar
Partners in crime
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
Just wanted to send you some hugs. I know how hard it is- wanting a baby so badly, doing everything right, and then finding out you're not pregnant. It will happen! Be upset today and then tomorrow focus on this upcoming cycle.
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:30 PM |
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Tina1117
LIF Adult
Member since 11/07 1447 total posts
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Tina
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
Brooke I am so sorry
Don't give up yet. We're just about on the same schedule so here's to TTC and having a   in 2008.
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:30 PM |
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randella
Love my little man
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
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Dani922
Here's to new beginnings
Member since 10/07 7260 total posts
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Danielle
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
Oh Brooke I'm so sorry I was praying for you this month & I really thought this was it for you. I know how hard, depressing, and disappoing this journey can be. Believe me, I'm about ready to call it quits too, but if we do that, we'll never get pregnant. Allow yourself to have a pity party & grieve the arrival of TBAF, but try to remind yourself that next month brings new hope & new possibilities. Try to stay strong. We're all here if you need to chat or vent!
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:35 PM |
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maybeamommy
Blessed beyond belief
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
brooke, I'm so sorry!!!
I know how you feel. Last month I was so upset when AF came because I thought we had finally timed everything perfectly!
Wishing you lots of luck for next month
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| Posted 3/10/08 3:43 PM |
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FLaCaTaCa
Kelsey Elyse = Love
Member since 5/05 1855 total posts
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Stacy
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I'm really sorry Brooke! I hope you find lots of strength to continue TTC! I know you've got it inside to never give up! It's going to happen for us all real soon! I just know it!
I really just sometimes want to quit already too and it hasn't been that long. I just feel like if I didn't get pregnant this time and I did everything right...what makes next month different?? But Hunny.....everything is different so don't give up! We're all in this together, ok?
I'm so sorry!
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| Posted 3/10/08 4:09 PM |
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BellaRock
I am all the Me I will ever Be
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
Oh Brooke I am so sorry. Stay strong sweetie.
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| Posted 3/10/08 4:13 PM |
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luckystars3
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Julie
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
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watersdeb04
Back to school is here
Member since 12/07 1052 total posts
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Deb
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
So sorry the b!tch led you on like that.
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| Posted 3/10/08 4:35 PM |
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Hofstra26
Love to Bake!
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I am sorry to hear this wasn't your month. I was really hoping for you. I hope this month brings better news.
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| Posted 3/10/08 4:40 PM |
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natasa
Girls Rule
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natasa
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
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BrookeD
LIF Adolescent
Member since 12/07 844 total posts
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Brooke
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I am feeling a small bit better, DH called me, and said that we WILL get pregnant. I just need to keep the faith. This will be our last cycle to have a 2008 baby, but 2009 is a good year too........
Good luck ladies, hopefully by tomorrow I'll have all this negativity out of my system.
Going to go home, smoke a cig, have a drink, put on some comfy (AF) pajamas, and cry........
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| Posted 3/10/08 5:23 PM |
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BrookeD
LIF Adolescent
Member since 12/07 844 total posts
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Brooke
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
Well DH called and said he's bringing me italian food home for dinner, ahhh comfort food..........He's so sweet.
Hopefully her nasty @ss will be leaving in the next 2 days, even though this cycle feels really heavy & painful.
I'm going home to re-do my fertility bracelet, and pray.
Light some candles, and enjoy my DHs company.......
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| Posted 3/10/08 6:50 PM |
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sorgy
LIF Infant
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Re: I want to just stay in bed & cry
I am so sorry
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