thank you ladies! you are all so inspiring!
each day gets better than the one before.

I still have selfish thoughts but i am getting better.
still scared about the delivering a baby! i dont think that fear would go away even if i were ready. but i am getting better and i owe it all to you ladies and my wonderful excited husband who has been supportive of my feelings- and encouraging me all along!

i read this thread everyday since i posted and it truly helps me!

Thank you!!