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KPtoys
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Karen
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No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
I am scared to death about the actual end. I know I've done it before and I know what to expect. I am scared sh*tless about the nurse screwing up my IV and watching my hand balloon up again, of that period when I am laying in the hospital bed watching the clock knowing I am going to be cut open as time ticks by, going to the OR, scared of the spinal, scared that the spinal won't work again and I will hallucinate, scared that I may feel something as they cut me open, scared that the docs will nick something while inside my stomach, scared that the recovery will be another 3 hours to get feeling back in my legs, scared that my son will disown me once he sees me tending to another baby... scared of adjusting to being a mother of 3.
Ignorance is bliss I tell ya!!
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CkGm
They get so big, so fast :(
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
ok- should have NOT opened this thread!
I am terrifed. As much as I want her here, I am so scared of even going in the hospital.
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KPtoys
I'm getting old
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Karen
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Oh Im sorry!!! I don't mean to scare you!! It may not be as bad as I am making it sound, I just know the things that I am concerned about. The thing that bothers me the most is how Jeremy is going to take it. He is my mommas boy and he is going to have a hard time. The rest of it is just my own concerns about getting the worst part of the pregnancy over with
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angelbear217
Mommy of 2
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Posted by CkGm
ok- should have NOT opened this thread!
I am terrifed. As much as I want her here, I am so scared of even going in the hospital.
Same here! Knowing it is all going down tomorrow, all of the what ifs are running through my head. I'm excitied to see her but am terrified of the whole process of getting her out!
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partyof6
b nice like u want ur kidz 2
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Posted by KPtoys
I am scared to death about the actual end. I know I've done it before and I know what to expect. I am scared sh*tless about the nurse screwing up my IV and watching my hand balloon up again, of that period when I am laying in the hospital bed watching the clock knowing I am going to be cut open as time ticks by, going to the OR, scared of the spinal, scared that the spinal won't work again and I will hallucinate, scared that I may feel something as they cut me open, scared that the docs will nick something while inside my stomach, scared that the recovery will be another 3 hours to get feeling back in my legs, scared that my son will disown me once he sees me tending to another baby... scared of adjusting to being a mother of 3.
Ignorance is bliss I tell ya!!
ok! I completely understand and feel the SAME way and then some.
I wont go into details on what else scares me and scare the crap out of all of u..I have my valid reasons for being scared though.
I will now be mom of 4 two at once here....two kids going to two diff schools--no busing...two diff times they go...no help when I get home from hospital--and petrified of c-section.
I hate hate needles--am scared shitless of the epidural---I broke my upper-middle and lower back years ago and one c section they had to have me zooted because epi didnt work right.
I wish I knew nothing too.
I remember being so naive to all of this with the first two.
I thought the second would be diff for me..and well it was a emergency c section.
I am afraid of the nicu and not being able to take them home--and again no help..and I can go on...
ugh...Im scared too,
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lvdolphins
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Posted by CkGm
ok- should have NOT opened this thread!
I am terrifed. As much as I want her here, I am so scared of even going in the hospital.
Same here. Im so excited, but, so nervous/scared.
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krwm
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Posted by KPtoys
I am scared to death about the actual end. I know I've done it before and I know what to expect. I am scared sh*tless about the nurse screwing up my IV and watching my hand balloon up again, of that period when I am laying in the hospital bed watching the clock knowing I am going to be cut open as time ticks by, going to the OR, scared of the spinal, scared that the spinal won't work again and I will hallucinate, scared that I may feel something as they cut me open, scared that the docs will nick something while inside my stomach, scared that the recovery will be another 3 hours to get feeling back in my legs, scared that my son will disown me once he sees me tending to another baby... scared of adjusting to being a mother of 3.
Ignorance is bliss I tell ya!!
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michele31
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Have you discussed what happened with the doctor and what he is planning on doing to make sure that it does not happen again? You had a very scary time and I don't blame you. Do you HAVE to have a c/s again? Will he let you try natural?
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CkGm
They get so big, so fast :(
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Posted by KPtoys
Oh Im sorry!!! I don't mean to scare you!! It may not be as bad as I am making it sound, I just know the things that I am concerned about. The thing that bothers me the most is how Jeremy is going to take it. He is my mommas boy and he is going to have a hard time. The rest of it is just my own concerns about getting the worst part of the pregnancy over with
Don't worry- you couldn't scare me more than I already am...
I think its the not knowing when I am going into labor that freaks me out. I just wish this would get over with. Fortunately I will be a scheduled induction if she doesn't come by tomorrow morning's doctor appointment.
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KPtoys
I'm getting old
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Karen
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Posted by michele31
Have you discussed what happened with the doctor and what he is planning on doing to make sure that it does not happen again? You had a very scary time and I don't blame you. Do you HAVE to have a c/s again? Will he let you try natural?
Yes, I talked to him yesterday. He knows how scared I am of ketamine again. I have a meeting during my pre op tests on the Wed before delivery with the anastegiologist to express my concerns about what happened with Emma (no feeling for 3 hours) and Jeremy (feeling and moving my legs while the docs were holding their scalpels then ketamine). The doc that is doing the surgery is the one who I had with Emma and he is my favorite one there. All surgery is scary. I am just scared of the whole thing I guess. I like being whole without cuts in me I guess. Yes, I have to have a C/S again. Even if I had the option to do a VBAC I am 95% sure I wouldn't do one.
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MsMBV
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Re: No matter how done with this pregnancy I feel...
Posted by CkGm
ok- should have NOT opened this thread!
I am terrifed. As much as I want her here, I am so scared of even going in the hospital.
Same here. I hate hospitals.
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