Re: *PennyCat's IVF Converted to FET Journal* Updated 9/13/11 "A dream is a wish your heart makes ... " My dream hasn't yet come true..........
PennyCat..... I am so sorry this cycle was not the one. I think about you often and believe one day we will all jump up and down in joy for you! I am sending my hugs with an extra <<squeeze>> today.
Re: *PennyCat's IVF Converted to FET Journal* Updated 9/13/11 "A dream is a wish your heart makes ... " My dream hasn't yet come true..........
Thank you ladies... I honestly thought this cycle would be it purely because it didn't make sense for the universe to not let this be my winning cycle. It just seemed to cruel for this not to be it!! Unfortunately it just doesn't work that way.........
Anyway... the good news is we will be back at Dr.B's soon and he says I shouldn't need to go on the pill and we could start again immediately!! Now .. I always say there's nothing that takes away the s ting of a bfn like the ability to start over.. now THAT makes me happy!!!
Re: *PennyCat's IVF Converted to FET Journal* Updated 9/13/11 "A dream is a wish your heart makes ... " My dream hasn't yet come true..........
jackie, i'm seriously devastated for you. i REALLY thought this would be it. i'm so incredibly sorry i think your attitude is great though and i'm the same....once i can move on i always feel better. especially after talking to dr. b he will figure this out for you!
Re: *PennyCat's IVF Converted to FET Journal* Updated 9/13/11 "A dream is a wish your heart makes ... " My dream hasn't yet come true..........
I am so very sorry hun I'm glad that you will be meeting with Dr. B soon to get started again. You have many nice embies just waiting for you. I KNOW that your day will come!! Hang in there.
Re: *PennyCat's IVF Converted to FET Journal* Updated 9/13/11 "A dream is a wish your heart makes ... " My dream hasn't yet come true..........
Oh noooooooooooooooo!!!!! I'm so sorry Jackie!!!!
The only possible somewhat good thing is that you have frosties, right? If you don't have to go back on the pill, will you just have to wait a month to transfer again?
Re: *PennyCat's IVF Converted to FET Journal* Updated 9/13/11 "A dream is a wish your heart makes ... " My dream hasn't yet come true..........
OMG! My heart breaks for you...
I am a regular poster but in hiding again (for few reasons)...I have been on this board myself for few years now.....I have been following your story all along....I am litterally crying right now..... this is just unfair...what you have been tru and all...the strenght you have is amazing....
there were times when I really thought about ending my life before (not anymore - theraphy helped) I just coulnd't bear the thought of not having children...your story and your amazing strenght (which I did not have) inspired me to live on and try again and again....I thank you for that from the bottom of my heart!!!!!!!!
You are a wonderful person....you always take your time to answer questions....give advice...just amazing.. so this just sucks....I am so sorry...you don't serve this....
Re: *PennyCat's IVF Converted to FET Journal* Updated 9/13/11 "A dream is a wish your heart makes ... " My dream hasn't yet come true..........
Posted by NeedaMiracle
OMG! My heart breaks for you...
I am a regular poster but in hiding again (for few reasons)...I have been on this board myself for few years now.....I have been following your story all along....I am litterally crying right now..... this is just unfair...what you have been tru and all...the strenght you have is amazing....
there were times when I really thought about ending my life before (not anymore - theraphy helped) I just coulnd't bear the thought of not having children...your story and your amazing strenght (which I did not have) inspired me to live on and try again and again....I thank you for that from the bottom of my heart!!!!!!!!
You are a wonderful person....you always take your time to answer questions....give advice...just amazing.. so this just sucks....I am so sorry...you don't serve this....
Sorry to ramble but wanted to get it out ....
So sorry again..
Wow, this was so incredibly touching By you being so inspired by my road/strength it makes me feel like all of the horrible things I've had to endure along the way had some purpose.
I'm only an FM away if you ever need to talk/vent, etc Sometimes it seems like the infertility road is endless and it swallows you whole....... but that's when you have to just take it as a wakeup call to be thankful for all the things in your life that you DO have. I know that's much easier said than done when having a baby is ALL you want though
Unfortunately it just doesn't work that way......... 
he will figure this out for you! 
