Come run away here to Manchester! We are getting a casino and you and i can put our kids in daycare and gamble all day long, we can smoke those really long thin cigarettes and have our hair blown out really big! It'll be bloody great!
I cannot imagine what you're going through...I pray that God can give you the strength to make it through this...and the ability to see that things will get better for you and your children.
What you are feeling is totally understandable. You are strong! You will get through it And if you ever feel like you can't, just remember you have a whole network of people supporting you!