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sfp0701
Liam's Mommy!
Member since 1/07 9764 total posts
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Tricia
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Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
I am so sad today. All I keep thinking about it the baby that almost was and the baby that seems like it will never come. I know 8 months in the grand scheme of life and TTC is not that long but it just hurts. I just need to move on and look foward but I can't help thinking how close were this fall. I just lost so much that week. My grandpa and my baby and I just can't stop crying this afternoon.
I probably shouldn't be on youtube watching peoples sad videos either... but you know how it goes.
Sorry for the pity party... I am just overwhelmed with AF emotions right now and probably need a good dose of Midol and a cup of tea.
ETA: This is all brought on because my best best friend from childhood just wrote me ( I mean we were born a month apart and spent every day together from birth until mid high school when we grew apart.. no fight just apart) and said she felt compelled to write me because I seemed sad on myspace lately and wanted to know what was going on and I just lost it. I mean I hardly talk to this girl anymore but I love her so much and I know she feels the same. I just NEVER thought this stuff would be going on in my life.
Message edited 1/2/2008 5:20:44 PM.
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bicosi
life is a carousel
Member since 7/07 14956 total posts
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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wannabemom
look who's freshly baked!
Member since 12/07 7364 total posts
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
I'm so sorry for what you went through. I'd be sad too... TTC is definitely stressful... you aren't alone with your difficult experiences
for most couples, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. several relatives of ours had lots of trouble TTC, and all are parents now  so keep your chin up and try to be hopeful for the future instead of sad for the past....
Message edited 1/2/2008 5:24:13 PM.
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Lolitababy
LIF Adolescent
Member since 12/07 724 total posts
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Lolita
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
Just think that one day this will be a very small chapter in your life when you have a little one runnign around
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| Posted 1/2/08 5:26 PM |
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Goldi0218
My miracles!
Member since 12/05 23902 total posts
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Leslie
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
When you need hugs, you will get hugs from us and don't ever be afraid to ask. I know that feeling of what could have been and it hurts like hell. I am so sorry you are down.
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headoverheels
s'il vous plaît
Member since 6/07 42079 total posts
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LB
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
i am so sorry that i don't have the words to make you feel better. i cannot imagine what you have been through.
we are ALWAYS here for you if you want to talk, vent, cry or, of course, get hugs.
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| Posted 1/2/08 5:27 PM |
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maybeamommy
Blessed beyond belief
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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| Posted 1/2/08 5:42 PM |
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Dani922
Here's to new beginnings
Member since 10/07 7260 total posts
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Danielle
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mikeswife06
Drama Momma
Member since 9/06 9947 total posts
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Anne
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
Oh I know how you feel honey but it will happen. There are no words to lessen the pain that you are feeling, I know that all too well. You will never forget your first baby but it will get easier in time. It's been over a year since my m/c and I can tell you that I still think of her every single day. Here is all the baby dust in the world.   
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MrsMessina
Thankful for our miracles!
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
I've been feeling so negative lately as well. I'm sorry that you have to go thru this and hope that you feel better soon. 
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| Posted 1/2/08 5:57 PM |
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Kissy331
My two miracles!
Member since 5/06 17826 total posts
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Kristen
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
I know times are tough right now & you are dealing with a lot. Try to keep your chin up & know that your day is going to come again. You are totally allowed to have days were you just want pity on yourself & sometimes those are the best days.
It is definately touching that your friend reached out to you. Try to stay positive though as I know that you will be announcing a BFP soon enough
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sfp0701
Liam's Mommy!
Member since 1/07 9764 total posts
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Tricia
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
Thanks everyone! I guess I just needed to hear that I am not crazy for still feeling so sad. It is not all time but it still kind of hits me at times. This week has been rough.
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| Posted 1/2/08 6:24 PM |
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pickles16
Real Estate Professional
Member since 11/07 17227 total posts
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Jen
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
:huggy
We all go through this roller coaster of emotions, some more than others and I know that there will be a light at the end of this long journey for you!!!!
Message edited 1/2/2008 6:33:23 PM.
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tann22
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
You're allowed to have days like this.
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| Posted 1/2/08 6:31 PM |
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-BabyMiracle-
When will my ship come in?
Member since 9/07 1056 total posts
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J
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
You are most certainly not crazy and you deserve to have days like this. I know you're day will come soon!
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| Posted 1/2/08 7:05 PM |
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LuckySV
LIF Adult
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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firsttimer
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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hopin4baby
LIF Adolescent
Member since 4/07 759 total posts
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Allison
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
You are certainly not crazy. You are allowed to have down days. I know I have had my share of them. Any time you need hugs or some reassuring words, don't hesitate to ask.
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| Posted 1/2/08 7:37 PM |
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Porrruss
Nya nya nya
Member since 5/05 11618 total posts
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Amy
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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wannabemom
look who's freshly baked!
Member since 12/07 7364 total posts
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
Posted by sfp0701
Thanks everyone! I guess I just needed to hear that I am not crazy for still feeling so sad. It is not all time but it still kind of hits me at times. This week has been rough.
you're not crazy! you're in mourning  and you are very entitled to every wave of sadness and the TTC board will be there with hugs for every time
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| Posted 1/2/08 7:55 PM |
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kmac
Two under two!
Member since 5/07 3703 total posts
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Kris
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
I'm so sorry you are feeling so sad...believe me you are not alone or crazy! We all have our days.
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| Posted 1/2/08 8:28 PM |
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thejohnsons
LIF Adolescent
Member since 11/06 848 total posts
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Jen
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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Keeks
LIF Infant
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
You are absolutely not alone in this! The feelings will come and go and sometimes days like this just happen. Try to be extra gentle with yourself today.
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| Posted 1/2/08 8:38 PM |
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luckystars3
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Member since 11/07 2378 total posts
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Julie
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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MrsPornStar
Partners in crime
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Mama
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Re: Shamlessly looking for hugs today....
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