When I had gastric bypass last year, I was crying on the operating table before they put me under......like, big, hiccuping sobs....I was so terrified......but I was FINE and you will be, too!!
just rememeber we are here when you are ready to talk again! i know you will be just fine! and rememeber i am here if you need anything!!! when are you coming home? and one good thing is that you do not have to wait all day and go without eating you got a nice early time try and have someone update us when they can on how you are doing