I am in such pain now that I want to run into the street and scream. How can things have gone so wrong with childbirth?!?!
As if things weren't running slow enough, as it's been 7 1/2 months since I delivered, I had to cancel my last two tests at the beginning of March. (They were scheduled the day of FIL's funeral.) They were rescheduled to mid April, then they called to say the doctor won't be in that day, so now it's late April.
It was one thing when my legs were going numb when I got on the floor to play with DS, but now the pain in my right leg is complete torture!!!!!!! I am in tears when I'm trying to drive.
I am trying to do my best as a mother and wife, but this is taking over my life! I am about to rip my legs off and beat the anesthesiologist with them. And then I get so depressed because I feel like everybody is looking at me when I try to stand and walk. I feel like they are thinking I can't walk because I'm so fat and sloth like.
