This journey sucks.

Update......

Thank for letting me vent earlier. Cried some tears. In a few days I will get my head switched to my FET. And pray. And be hopeful.

I know today will pass.

Thank you!
Aim






So I remember the pain of things not working when I wasmarried. Sucks to go through it again.

My second fresh cycle made 4 embryos and none made it to genetic testing. They were abnormal and did not make it to day 5 or 6.

I will now try to transfer one of my two frozen embies and somehow get back into a positive zone. I feel I have to be realistic that this might not work since clearly my body is older and eggs aren't great.

Trying to find hope. Trying to find happiness amidst this.

Message edited 3/3/2016 7:35:42 PM.

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I know you are discouraged, but these 2 you have are perfectly healthy blasts! PGS is already done which gives you an edge.
I hope the best for you!!!

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I hope the best for you as well and I will say a prayer!

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I hear you, it does! What's been helping me lately is not even taking it day by day but almost minute by minute. There's definitely lots of negatives to point fingers at but currently I'm focusing on the fact that modern medicine and technology made it possible for a little embryo to be placed inside me right now. And although there are good chances that this can go either way at least this step has happened. And it def sucks that we all even have to go through this but I think focusing on those viable embryos and the immediate next steps for them maybe can help you.

This journey sucks.

This journey is definitely hard, one I think most people will never understand. My family keeps saying be positive, and I'm like that's kind of hard to do after over 2 years of nothing but negative pregnancy tests, it's hard to imagine it ever being positive. But on the bright side you did do pgs so you know you have 2 healthy embryos I'm praying one of these embryos will turn into your DC!

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Oh aim, i'm sorry your second cycle didn't work out. I hope that one of these two embies result in you taking home your LO.

This journey sucks.

It is very hard and others who have not experienced it have no idea how hard it is. This is funny coming from me ( since I was not optimistic at all) but you have to find a way to have hope that one of your frozen embryos will be the success.

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im sorry this cycle didnt work as well as the first. thats how it went for me. the first was good and the 2nd went to hell. but keep hope in the fact that you have NOT ONE..but 2 tested and normal embryos that you can transfer.

thats far more than a lot of other people.

This journey sucks.

I'm sorry. It's such a difficult, heartbreaking process. So many ups and downs. Hope that one of those healthy embryos will be your little one.

This journey sucks.

I'm so sorry. It is so hard to hear that your embryos didn't make it after all the work you put in. So unfair. Hoping the embryos from your first cycle get you to your goal. Hang in there.