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Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
since I found out my little 5 week 3 day old little bean stopped growing.....I feel like the past week was a bad movie that I was forced to watch....I did not go to work, cried and slept each day and played the cruel ‘what happened’ mind game over & over….I honestly don’t know how you ladies coped with MC in later pregnancy stages because even though my pregnancy journey was a short lived one, a part of me died the day my little bean did. I give you all the credit in the world for going through any MC anyone might have had…..
I can’t thank all of you enough for all of the kind words of support & advice given to me since last week....you ladies truly are a ray of light in the black hole I have been in.
I finally opened my eyes from this nightmare, went back to work today & I am trying really hard to be human again. DH & I decided to start paying off the $13,000 we charged for the IVF cycle since last year over the next couple of months….Our next step is to do another fresh cycle with my (1) frozen embie sometime in May and June.
Although I might not be as active on the board during the next months, I silently supporting and praying for each and every one of you that 2012 is a baby boom to break all records....xx00000
Message edited 1/10/2012 3:07:33 PM.
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Posted 1/10/12 2:38 PM  |
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AngnShaun
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
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| Posted 1/10/12 2:48 PM |
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Melissa1013
My sweet boy
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
Some of the best advice I got from someone on here -- be gentle with yourself. If you're having a good day, enjoy it -- and don't feel bad about it. If you're not that's ok too. Cry if you need to...there's no right or wrong.
Sending you lots of prayers and hugs.
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| Posted 1/10/12 2:51 PM |
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StaceyWill
It's a girl!!!
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
That whole 1st paragraph had me in tears!
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| Posted 1/10/12 2:56 PM |
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jacksmom09
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
So sorry for your loss..
Thinking of you and offering you many hugs!
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| Posted 1/10/12 4:00 PM |
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jacksmom09
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
Posted by Melissa1013
Some of the best advice I got from someone on here -- be gentle with yourself. If you're having a good day, enjoy it -- and don't feel bad about it. If you're not that's ok too. Cry if you need to...there's no right or wrong.
Sending you lots of prayers and hugs.
And this is soooo true! Be easy with yourself and take care of you! Nourish yourself in any way that feels right for you. I found just letting myself feel what I was feeling for the moment was very helpful!
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| Posted 1/10/12 4:01 PM |
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EnV-McC
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
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caslee11
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
So sorry for your loss
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| Posted 1/10/12 4:56 PM |
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OrganicMama
So in love with my little man!
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
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| Posted 1/10/12 5:41 PM |
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HopeBaby12
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
 Coming on this board has helped me alot. Whenever I feel like I'm alone I come on here and realize that others have gone through it. Take one day at a time.
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| Posted 1/10/12 8:04 PM |
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caslee11
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
So sorry for what you are going through
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| Posted 1/10/12 9:16 PM |
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beachgirl
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sara
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Re: Its been a week now & I think I finally opened my eyes....
I am so, so sorry for your loss its a really tough road to walk after suffering a MC and to be honest no one really understands unless they have experienced one themselves and that is why this board saved me on numerous occasions since May.
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| Posted 1/10/12 9:25 PM |
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