At Zero!

It's so bittersweet. I should be 12 weeks but instead I'm glad that I'm at 0. I'm just hoping AF comes soon and I can move on. I have to wait two cycles to TTC again though.

And, while I'm sooo happy for my friend that is pregnant, I'm also sad that I'm not pregnant with her. Each day that I've had my hcg checked so has she. We're always texting our #s to each other hoping mine went down and hers went up. Today I texted "0" and she had her first ultrasound. I'm just sad we aren't both doing this together! We would have been 4 weeks apart. And I have another friend that is now 13 weeks and I'm sad about that too. It's so hard not being pregnant with them although I'm so happy for them and wish them a very healthy 9 months. Thanks for letting me vent...

Re: At Zero!

Congrats for being at 0! That is great and means you are able to move forward. You may not be pregnant with your friends but you will not be too far behind them. Think of all the hand me downs you can get!!

Re: At Zero!

Hopefully soon AF will show and you can start to try to heal and move on! I"m glad the numbers are down to 0...but I understand how hard it is to have friends around you as reminders...but you will soon have your turn. Hang in there!