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BABYMAMA13
LIF Infant
Member since 7/08 270 total posts
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My heart is broken.
So my heart is just broken. To tell you the truth i dont think its been ever fixed since my M/C in April. I was 5 months along. As my old due date 8/30 gets closer and closer, my mind and my dreams get carried away, and then when i come back to reality. There is no belly, no baby. Just empty. Im at work right now, and my friend just came up to me and told me she was PG,and was 12 weeks. Of course i was happy for her. But on the inside, its a knife threw my heart. and i dont think its my month. My hubby and i only BD CD 10, 11, 12 and i dont know when i even O'd. So F it. I am just sick inside, and i hate being negative i hate it. I just am sad, when i think about what could have been. Sorry to vent. I just needed to get it off my chest 
Message edited 8/23/2008 1:03:47 PM.
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maybeamommy
Blessed beyond belief
Member since 10/07 17048 total posts
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Re: My heart is broken.
I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you.
Your time will come again! 
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| Posted 8/23/08 1:11 PM |
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landj
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Re: My heart is broken.
I am so sorry Just know that you CAN get PG and you WILL again! But I do understand, I just m/c myself. Lots of babydust to you and I hope you get the results you are looking for soon! 
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| Posted 8/23/08 1:19 PM |
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QueSeraSera
Sugar & Spice
Member since 7/08 1351 total posts
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Liz
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Re: My heart is broken.
I know what you mean- it seems like everyone is getting pregnant.....it sucks to feel like this. It will happen, we just have to keep pushing forward.
Message edited 8/23/2008 1:47:09 PM.
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| Posted 8/23/08 1:25 PM |
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ReiRei13
Life is Good!!
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Re: My heart is broken.
I can not even begin to imagine what you're going through!
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| Posted 8/23/08 1:41 PM |
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momma2b
Princess is here!
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Re: My heart is broken.
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| Posted 8/23/08 2:16 PM |
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jennyal
LIF Adult
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Re: My heart is broken.
i too had a mc at 5 months back in January due to an IC...there were many times since then when i think to myself how robbed i was to experience half a prenancy, or how close i was.. i look at my belly at thought maybe he's still in there....cuz i have a belly still....it takes a lot of time to heal from the initial pains of a MC especially this far along...BUT YOU WILL GET BETTER!!!! if you ever want to talk let me know..
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| Posted 8/23/08 2:25 PM |
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GaknTak
He has my heart
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Re: My heart is broken.
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Angel321
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Re: My heart is broken.
i am so truly sorry. i wish there were words that i could say to make you feel better, but know that we are here for you...
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| Posted 8/23/08 4:16 PM |
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JennyPenny
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Re: My heart is broken.
I am so sorry
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| Posted 8/23/08 4:17 PM |
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IrishLasss334
I'll be there soon!
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Re: My heart is broken.
i'm sorry it's so hard for you! you will feel better, you just need more time!
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| Posted 8/23/08 4:41 PM |
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MeeshMosh
last month on leave!
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Re: My heart is broken.
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| Posted 8/23/08 5:56 PM |
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LovMyBoy
LIF Zygote
Member since 8/08 14 total posts
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Dee
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Re: My heart is broken.
It will get much better...
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| Posted 8/23/08 6:23 PM |
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lvdolphins
My Loves!
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Re: My heart is broken.
I am so sorry!
I can't even imagine.
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| Posted 8/23/08 9:10 PM |
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BellaRock
I am all the Me I will ever Be
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Re: My heart is broken.
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Dani922
Here's to new beginnings
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Re: My heart is broken.
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TLC1018
I AM A BIG SISTER!!
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Re: My heart is broken.
I am sorry that you're going through all of this.
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| Posted 8/24/08 10:49 AM |
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lilpiggy742
LIF Zygote
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Re: My heart is broken.
it takes time....trust me..i was 9 weeks when i got my d&c and this was over a year ago and i still have thoughts of "i could have an 8 month old right now". Last december on my due date, i released a blue and pink balloon into the air ( since i didnt know the sex). I also kept a memory box...it sounds silly to do, but it has really helped me. It's helped realize that yes the pregnancy was real, and i dont have to "forget about it" as others have told me....there's no right or wrong way to deal with a m/c and if your heart feels broken, dont deny that feeling. It's ok to be sad.
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| Posted 8/24/08 12:32 PM |
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Kate
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Re: My heart is broken.
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TaraHutch
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Re: My heart is broken.
I'm so very sorry
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| Posted 8/24/08 1:11 PM |
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SummerMiracle
LIF Toddler
Member since 7/08 465 total posts
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Re: My heart is broken.
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sweetsmommy
LIF Infant
Member since 7/08 296 total posts
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deb
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Re: My heart is broken.
so sorry- I know too my little one would have been here 21st of July and I think of what we would be doing now with her- to top it off I got a pkg in the mail of enfamil on Saturday. tc
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| Posted 8/25/08 4:57 AM |
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diva7531
My Peanut
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Re: My heart is broken.
I am so sorry
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| Posted 8/25/08 7:03 AM |
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Viviana23
LIF Adolescent
Member since 8/08 725 total posts
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Re: My heart is broken.
Sorry you are going through this difficult time.
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| Posted 8/25/08 7:10 AM |
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ETAB
Mother Mary Pray for us
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Re: My heart is broken.
Posted by lilpiggy742
it takes time....trust me..i was 9 weeks when i got my d&c and this was over a year ago and i still have thoughts of "i could have an 8 month old right now". Last december on my due date, i released a blue and pink balloon into the air ( since i didnt know the sex). I also kept a memory box...it sounds silly to do, but it has really helped me. It's helped realize that yes the pregnancy was real, and i dont have to "forget about it" as others have told me....there's no right or wrong way to deal with a m/c and if your heart feels broken, dont deny that feeling. It's ok to be sad.
that is really a great suggestion, maybe you could do something like that on the 30th, or just spend some time with DH, to think about the 5 months and to look forward to what will happen again. I am so sorry....
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