SPR: I can't stop crying and I need some mommy hugs.
Amongst many things, I am under a deep amount of stress. I am not sleeping.
Then today a family member passed away. I sound like a complete b!tch in saying it could not have happened at a worse time. But I truly can't be a shoulder to cry on right now.
I can't stop crying and it is my son's birthday. I am trying to be peppy and lively and not let on that something is wrong. How do you keep your chin up? I want to vent on FB, but my sister and her kids are having a hard enough time, thinking I am their rock.
Thanks for reading. I know my thoughts are all over the place. I just needed to vent.
Re: SPR: I can't stop crying and I need some mommy hugs.
I'm sorry it has been so stressful for you lately and sorry for your loss Whenever I feel like this my kids are really what helps me because nothing else matters and I thank god everyday for them. Things will get better. If it's not that hot or humid maybe take a stroll around the neighborhood or with DS. It's good just to get out and get some fresh air. I completely hear you and definetly have days like this. I love when my DS will say "mommy happy now" lol what does that tell you??? They can so read into how you are feeling. I actually get really sad when he says that line. I don't want him to know when I'm feeling that way it kind downs him out too. Feel better
Re: SPR: I can't stop crying and I need some mommy hugs.
Kelly, I am sorry you are so sad and for your loss. Just take a lookie at that gorgeous little boy of yours and that should put an instant smile on your face.