Conflicting emotions

So my really good friend had a baby on Sunday night. When I started TTC she kept joking that she was nowhere ready for #2. When she started TTC I was pregnant and then I m/c. We were due 3 weeks apart. Now, she has her baby and I'm still not pregnant again. I'm so happy for her and met the baby at the hospital today. He is adorable and I love him! But, on the way out, I stopped at the nursery window and looked at all of the newborns in there and my eyes just welled up. So many babies, why can't I have one? 14 months of trying...

And, to top it off, my 2 1/2 year old asked when she can have a baby brother or sister like her friend (my friend's 2 yr old). I told her I wanted one too and one day she'll have one. Just feeling sad and wanted to get it out. Thanks!

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so sorry! i know how you feel, especially when DS asks when he'll be big brother...i always say hopefully one day and it makes me sad.

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I'm so sorry! I know that whenever I saw a newborn I always got emotional - I can only imagine what it will be like now, after the miscarriage. Just keep having faith that you will have another beautiful child in your life!

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I'm so sorry. This is such a hard thing. My DS too, keeps mentioning his baby brother. It breaks my heart. I hope the best for you.

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Thanks everyone!

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