Okay so my hubby is in Afghanistan and granted I've had bad days but today took the cake. My son was sooo cranky and wouldn't close his little eyes for one second. I woke up missing my hubby terribly. I had to sit at a luncheon where all the woman could talk about was what they are all doing with their famillies for christmas. I was cleaning up tonight and had the radio on. "I'll be home for Christmas!" Came on.I broke down entirely right in front of my son which I NEVER do. I make it a point to wait until he is asleep. My son came over and crawled up in my lap and gave me a big hug and just sat in my lap for a while. Of which he never does. How am I going to get through the holidays when it's this bad already????