I am praying for your dad's full health and recovery. I lost my Dad just over a month ago, and it has been devistating. Please let me know if you need to talk!
Thank you everyone. Thank you for your prayers and thank you for sharing your stories. I don't know how to deal with this. It is hard for me to be with him at the hospital a lot because I have a 2 yr old and it is hard to get someone to watch him. And when I am there, my heart aches and I am almost afraid to touch him. I am afraid to look at him. As soon as I pull into the hospital parking lot, I want to die.
I dont think I can deal with the loss of my father right now. I am supposed to be happy for holidays and having a baby next month. I cant though, I am NOT happy at all. I am trying so hard for my ds and husband. Its just getting harder and harder to pretend.